hal10ween #1

my head is pounding. like there’s something in it that’s searching to escape the bone of my skull.

ladies and gentlemen – halloween weekend is officially here – 2010, wild

i’m still not okay with the fact that time zips through so fast

today, the restaurant i work at hosted a halloween party – we had some damn good staff costumes

gypsy, quarterback, cheerleader, fairy, nerd, vampire, soccer player, cruela devil, and myself – a referee

just like last year, we had a psychic come in

and let me tell you – well, i’m mostly telling myself

but the thing is – i was really excited for him

last year he pin pointed a lot of things in my life – stuff that was so true i get goosebumps even thinking about it today

but this year – he made a mess of my thoughts, he reiterated everything i’ve been thinking about, told me stuff that i’m pretty sure you can tell by having a conversation with me – idk, it seemed like there was stuff he didn’t want to tell me – i mean, when he read my tarot cards, i cut them – he said that he had to put a card down – first card of the night, death

well – no, i didn’t up and leave – i almost wish i did though, i asked him about my relationships, he stated everything i already knew – fate took its course

i am now awaiting my artist

tomorrow’s halloween costume – flapper again? i’m just not sure!

update.

change-
verb: to become different

ladies and gentlemen, new rules are being made.

this week has kicked my ass, i haven’t done ANYTHING.

my mom keeps telling me i should ‘live life’

.. what does that mean? well – according to her, it means i should do my laundry more often and clean the house everyday

personally, i disagree – however, alright – i shall start livin’ life

i’m excited for fall, i’m ready for my hectic schedule and commuting to school, i’m planning a healthier lifestyle – i know i can do it, maybe this year, i’ll start going to the gym.. we’ll see.

i’m excited to see my friends, i miss everyone from fdu, and i’m ready for just about everything coming my way.

i went shopping a little today, bought new stuff for my room

mirror bird cut outs – right above my bed; i want the birds in my dreams

i also bought some other bird adhesives, they’re on the other side of my bedroom – i’m too lazy to go snap a picture for you.. maybe next time.

while shopping, i  also picked up a [100 best health foods] book.. hopefully – i will open it and use it

my skin hasn’t been at its best recently.. i don’t like that, therefore – i had purchased a cleansing mask

final item i picked up today, a journal.

you know, i used to write in one – but then turned to blogging.. and i like blogging, i really do – but i’ve come to realize that i don’t exactly enjoy spilling my guts out on here, but on paper – i could totally get away with it.

i’m excited to see how long the journal will be used for – hopefully, i fill every corner on every page with juicy details of every moment i want to .. or don’t want to – remember.

xo