feeling like bloop
all i want to do is sleep; time for today’s second shift
anyone going out tonight?
let’s do it.
i genuinely believed i would never get the chance to fully experience the notorious college spring break – i was fabulously surprised this past week, having the time of my life.
cancun was phenomenal – my friends made fun of me for nearly crying once on our way to the resort – the view of the sea itself got to me ha.
partying safe and hard for seven straight days and nights was a goal i intended to achieve – and no worries, i did
during the trip we met many amazing people from jersey, new york, detroit, boston, indiana, minnesota, to australia, ireland, england, brazil
from heart to hearts with strangers – to insiders
from cheers as tits & ass – to never above you, never below you, always beside you
anxiety levels rising due to a stolen wristlet as well as from waking up a homeless man/woman in a romantic waterside hut
accidentally standing someone up – to being stood up
getting stuck in an elevator with 13 others
loving even more, my elephant – with it’s trunk up
i missed home
but now i miss cancun
my head is pounding. like there’s something in it that’s searching to escape the bone of my skull.
ladies and gentlemen – halloween weekend is officially here – 2010, wild
i’m still not okay with the fact that time zips through so fast
today, the restaurant i work at hosted a halloween party – we had some damn good staff costumes
gypsy, quarterback, cheerleader, fairy, nerd, vampire, soccer player, cruela devil, and myself – a referee
just like last year, we had a psychic come in
and let me tell you – well, i’m mostly telling myself
but the thing is – i was really excited for him
last year he pin pointed a lot of things in my life – stuff that was so true i get goosebumps even thinking about it today
but this year – he made a mess of my thoughts, he reiterated everything i’ve been thinking about, told me stuff that i’m pretty sure you can tell by having a conversation with me – idk, it seemed like there was stuff he didn’t want to tell me – i mean, when he read my tarot cards, i cut them – he said that he had to put a card down – first card of the night, death
well – no, i didn’t up and leave – i almost wish i did though, i asked him about my relationships, he stated everything i already knew – fate took its course
i am now awaiting my artist
tomorrow’s halloween costume – flapper again? i’m just not sure!
if you have to announce, that your outfit is supposed to be ‘fashionable’ well then – clearly, it isn’t.
oh. and ps. last night was FABULOUS.
make a memory of every moment you spend throughout the day.
who ever you are with, cherish it – sincerely.
tonight, i celebrated a good friend’s birthday. we had chosen arirang as the appropriate place to dine.
we grubbed. laughed. sipped on liquids.
we then proceeded to a small get together at a local frat house.
i’ll post videos tomorrow maybe.
i love my friends.
i do my best to tell them as often as i can.
make sure you tell yours.