I used to think one day we’d tell the story of us. How we met and the sparks flew instantly. People would say they’re the lucky ones. I used to know my place was a spot next to you, Now I’m searching the room for an empty seat, ‘Cause lately I don’t even know what page you’re on. Oh, a simple complication, Miscommunications lead to fall-out. Too many things that I wish you knew, So many walls that I can’t break through. Now I’m standing alone in a crowded room and we’re not speaking, And I’m dying to know is it killing you like it’s killing me, yeah. I don’t know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down, And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
How’d we end up this way? See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy, You’re doing your best to avoid me. I started to think one day I’d tell the story of us, How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should’ve held me. Oh, I’m scared to see the ending, Why are we pretending this is nothing? I’d tell you I miss you but I don’t know how, I’ve never heard silence quite this loud. This is looking like a contest, Of who can act like the careless, But I liked it better when you were on my side. The battle’s in your hands now, But I would lay my armor down If you say you’d rather love than fight. So many things that you wish I knew, But the story of us might be ending soon.
ladies & gentlemen – my twenty first birthday is tomorrow – with one final left, i plan on spending every minute like it’ll be my last. i have already received so many wonderful wishes and amazing birthday presents – it’s hard to believe i’m actually getting old!
i have tremendous plans for this summer [just like every other summer] i look forward to all of the concerts i will be attending – i will do my best to document them: mike posner, new boyz, jeremiah, matt nathanson, sugarland, jason aldean, eric church & many more; i’m sure ;p
most of all i look forward to my sister’s wedding; i canNOT wait to spend all of august with my family in Poland, i haven’t seen them in two years & it’s getting to me
tonight i plan on lounging around in a stress free environment – tomorrow my last final shall be aced with birthday celebrations to follow!