spilling my heart out.
yatta yatta yatta
there are many people in my life that know the behind the scenes of my romantic love life – although not quite romantic, the past five months have been the most miserable i could have had when it comes to dealing with men – on the search for the one that would bring me constant joy – everlasting love – one who would never disappoint, i find myself being pickier than ever.
it’s weird because everyone will tell you that when you meet that one special person – you’ll feel it. you’ll know.
well, it didn’t happen right away – but since day one, there was something that hit me harder than i saw coming – and come to think of it – i was in way over my head.
i’m admitting, outloud, for the first time in my life. i think i fell in love with a dude.
you know, all of the symptoms of what one should consider the best feeling in the world were there. lots of laughter, butterflies in my stomach. general happiness – i don’t remember worrying about a damn thing.
but that didn’t last long.
and now i’m left questioning it all.
because it’s almost like the feeling fizzled away – just started wearing off
cheers to new beginnings, brighter days & reality
if you find love, the real kind – don’t let it go
BUT ON A SWEET NOTE – I’M EXTREMELY GRATEFUL FOR MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS.
FOR ALL MEMORIES.
FOR EVERYTHING COMING MY WAY :)
don’t get the wrong idea