big BLOOP


its funny to think that some people have life all figured out – everything is just the way they planned – they’re in control

it’s like their actions are set in stone – foundation has been there since day one

but that’s what fools many of us – judging a book by it’s cover

because you never know what a person is going through

i read somewhere today that each one of us has three lives:

a social life

a private life

& a secret life

i agree.

we all want something from this life, mostly what brings us happiness, i’d think

and it’s sad to think that when we find that true happiness – the real thing brought by another individual, that we’d give it up

i watched a movie today – and i highly recommend it to everyone – message in a bottle

the immense love that a man has for his wife and vice versa – is in my eyes, the most beautiful and sought after feeling – all that anyone could ask for

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with valentine’s day coming up, i can’t help but think about it

i’m curious for it, perhaps because i have never really celebrated it, many label it as a hallmark holiday – but being bitter about it simply puts you in a worse mood than normal – i say, everyone should celebrate it – even if it comes down to enjoying it with friends or solo

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many people are afraid of never finding the love of their life,

but i fear that holding onto that love is more scary than anything else

but being scared together is better than losing eachother

“In a world that I seldom understand, there are winds of destiny that blow when we least expect them. Sometimes they gust with the fury of a hurricane, sometimes they barely fan one’s cheek. But the winds cannot be denied, bringing as they often do a future that is impossible to ignore. You, my darling, are the wind that I did not anticipate, the wind that has gusted more strongly than I ever imagined possible. You are my destiny.” 

Nicholas Sparks – Message in a Bottle

no matter what it looks like from the outside – no one has life figured out

we figure it out one day at a time

kevin costner played the male lead in the movie i watched today, he told the girl he fell in love with

“i don’t want to lose you”

she said, “then don’t.”

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these past few weeks i’ve been greatly occupied, lots of stuff going on in my life

school is great, yet already kicking my ass – i’m a bit overwhelmed, but the way i’ve calculated it, i should be graduating next fall :) so i’ve got my fingers crossed – already looking for an internship because my masters program gave me anxiety, so i’m trying to get my pre reqs in line prior to applying

i’ve been in awful pain all week, i feel like a cripple – something isn’t right and i’ve got my fingers crossed that my doctor will figure it out, appointment has been made for tuesday and i’m actually nervous – i rarely get nervous.

 

 

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