a lot has happened in 2010 – many memories i would love to forget – many memories i would love to live over and over again
i like thinking that i do a good job of telling people exactly whats on my mind – but the truth is, i have an incredibly hard time with that.
i generally rely on assumptions – i frequently lock things inside my head and prefer believing that everyone i communicate with understands me, without having to explain myself.
this is something that has been brought to my attention in january of last year, but it didn’t seem to bother me quite as much as it has been these past few months.
i’m working on it.
today i did something, which i find real brave – of myself.
i told someone something that i’ve been meaning to say for a real long time
i plan on doing this more often – but hopefully not on a level as drastic as todays
all i ask for 2011 is love.
the ultimate and real thing to wrap its arms around me and not let me go.
a few shots from last night; hit the pic to check them out.