“close your eyes
clear your heart
let it go”
somebody once told me that i deserve the world.
a few months ago a discussion had come up – it seems that relationships don’t last too long in the united states – or in the world for that matter, but i’m searching for what my parents have.
i have standards. i have hope – high hopes for a man stepping up and making me as happy as i make him.
my father would travel the world and back to see my mother for any amount of time, no matter how short, should they ever be separated – and to be honest, that has happened.
i’m stuck in this between world – i know what i want, but i know i can’t have it.
i’ve never been in this situation before and it’s taking a toll on me.
time to step out of the picture, take a better look at what it is exactly making me feel this way – and change it.
never say never
but the clock is ticking.
time to start fresh, because apparently thats the only real option.