“a lot has been on my mind, i mean – not really a lot, just usual stuff
who will i marry?
when will i marry?
will i have kids?
when will i have kids?
will i have a good job?
will i support my husband, or will my husband support me?
will i finish college?
i mean, i guess technically, i should NOT be worrying about this stuff, but hold up – i’m almost twenty. i want to be doing things, i want to be doing BIG things, i want to be in love in the prettiest way there is, i want to feel loved and adored and be happy. i want to experience what others experience, to be able to get an invite in the mail – to a wedding or a birthday party and know that i dont want to go with any one other then him, i want it to happen, not that i’m rushing into anything, but i want it to happen asap.”
hahahahaha still feel the same way