from july 9, 2010

my best friend brought something up last night, it made me really sad to think that i’m pretty much in this situation. well – no, i won’t allow myself to be. it’s weird reading my thoughts from only a few months ago. anything can change overnight – everything happens for a reason. breathing.

what do you do when... '… i like you a lot, i love you, but – i can't be with you right now' lolwut first of all, just so you don't get any ideas, no – i haven't had the opportunity to experience such a quote directed towards me thankfully. however, i've been thinking about it – and honestly what the fuck does that mean? it's like getting hit in the face with pie – except you cant eat it.. and it smells, so maybe a pie of poo? guys have a tendency to throw such phras … Read More

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2 thoughts on “from july 9, 2010

  1. everyone has a certain path in their life,
    there’s a path for success, education, work, relationships, friendships & family,
    we go through that road and experience the ups and downs, they usually balance each other out, we never get more happiness than sadness and vice versa
    sometimes we meet certain people and they stay in our lives forever, others are there only for a decade or a half, some have the opportunity to get to know us and than escape us within couple months & sometimes we get short visitors that we barely get to know; but every one of those people bring something unique and different to our lives.
    some influence our views, some make us notice something we would have never payed attention to, some help you discover who we are and a few actually change our lives.
    change is always good but it often comes in a way that takes a positive or a negative toll on you. sometimes we have to go through some suffering, we often learn from it but there are also those times when we just need to go through with it, for whatever reason it might be or because it’s just written in our path.
    so like you always say; just let it be. don’t think about it and let time decide on what will happen. sometimes no matter what you do, you just can’t change your destiny and although life might give you signs that will make you believe that you are supposed to do something a certain way, it’s often just testing us to see if we are strong enough because with each year the stakes are getting higher and our life gets more fragile.

    sometimes it’s not the best time for a relationship.
    sometimes you might feel like you’ve waited and waited and finally found someone that hits you in every dimension, but it’s just the wrong timing or circumstances. whatever it is there is a reason why you met them now and there is a reason why things are turning up the way they are.
    often you just need to give it a break. perhaps “right now” is not the best timing, but maybe next month something will happen and everything will change.
    people go to see thier doctor for their annual check up and sometimes within a week they find out they are seriously sick or they only have months left to live.
    you get in your car in the morning, and you never know if you will make it home, if someone will hit you on a highway and you will end up in the hospital, and your visitors might be the people you least expect to show up.
    you might feel like you’re on top of the world or at the very bottom, walk into your new class or perhaps even a grocery store and meet someone who will change your life, sometimes in a good, sometimes in a bad way.
    every conversation, every person and every situation in our life has a meaning.
    life is unexpected. it makes you look back at your past and view a trailer of it with the most unexpected and twisted events.

    “just let it be; breath” right?
    there’s nothing else you can do except live life step by step, making the best of what you have

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