my life is restricted by several factors:
1) i don’t have a damn license
2) i live in my workplace
3) i live at home
4) my friends live an hour [+] away from me
.. as of right now – these are the obstacles i face, – i am officially saving up money, hopefully – by junior year, i will be dorming, or living somewhere other than home – as much as i love this place, i am so totally ready to get away.
i’m not quite sure why this came to mind, however – it happened.
after nineteen years of living my life – i think, i really understand myself, you know? but – negative, i don’t. i surprise myself with how i react to things – i surprise myself with every move i make really.
i think i want to live in the city.
but i probably don’t – i dont know. maybe its the whole – you can be whoever you want to be, ‘i’m independent’ thing i like, can’t quite put my finger on it – could be all the tall buildings and noise.
that’s me right now – i almost feel stuck.
i cannot wait till i get my license – i really hope i do. i’m an idiot for not getting it 3 years ago.
i am now going to sleep; to dream of grand things; goodnight :]